Website Idea

I'd love to have a website similar to hot or not for pictures of women... now I realize it could get nasty of course but it'd be nice to have it there for us at the beginning of a pregnancy.

It'd be a voting site, pregnant or not. I would have loved to ask strangers who DIDN'T know I was pregnant if I looked pregnant.

Plus I have babies on the mind and I eye a lot of women's bellies when I'm out and about. I'd like to be able to discreetly take a pic and see what the world thought.

Great way to tell

WHEN I get pregnant, I thought of a great way to tell the secretary at my work if I can keep news quiet until 20ish weeks.

I'm gonna go up to her and tell her that one of the kids kicked me today. And she'll probably be like "OMG who? Go tell ____! What did you do?" And then I'll take her hand and put it on my belly and say "this one!"

She will be so happy.

Soreness day 3.... testing tomorrow am....KMFX I really hope this could be it.

Soreness?

Idk what I've talked about before and whether or not I've talked about things guys might not want to read.... but if you're male, you might want to stop reading... if there's any of you out there.

My boobs got sore today. I just realized it when I got in my PJ's it was not necessarily whole boob soreness that is like AF showing up but more the nipple soreness that I experienced that clued me in to something being different before I got my BFP last time. I'm HOPING that either AF will show soon if it's her knocking on the door or else I will test and actually get a BFP with my last HPT I have. I bought some from early-pregnancy-tests.com after my miscarriage because I knew I'd want to test. In 8.5 months of irregular periods I've used 2 OPKs (more to see if I was interpreting symptoms to be preg when they were actually ovulation) and 14/15 HPTs.

I'm hoping it's preg instead of AF but I'll monitor the soreness for a while. Maybe it's something I did recently that caused it, maybe it's AF, but either way I don't want to get my hopes up and get another negative HPT.

I'm hoping I just took my last test too early because it's just been 2 weeks since the last time we DTD (I got depressed and haven't let DH near me like that since that point).

Please send me lots of patience. I'll test sunday if the symptoms stick around.... If it's really AF, please wish for her to show up before sunday so I don't have to deal with another BFN... that's 14 BFN's in 8.5 months so far...

As a side note, I'm remembering some cramping recently but I just assumed it probably was food related.

BFN, BFN and blood work

I've gotten 2 BFN's this week on days I suspected I should test. I also went to the Dr. hoping he'd put me back on birth control and he just sent me for blood work. He also won't put me on BC until mid november. There goes ANY chance of getting PG before my due date.

Suspicions...

I'm positive that I will either get a positive test or AF within two weeks. Kmfx!!!

Feeling nervous...

My friend just called me and told me she needs to show me something. She sounded excited and we booked a time for when I'm back from my vacation. I don't know what I'll do if she comes to me with an ultrasound picture or something showing she's pregnant. They've had troubles getting pregnant and I would be happy for them if they were but I would be sad for me...