Two days from now (Dec 9) marks the due date for me and a friend from BBC who both miscarried.
It's not fair when I see new pregnancy announcements and think that I should be announcing the birth of my baby. There's 32 weeks of my life since the miscarriage that I will never get back. I will never get to meet this baby and I will never get to hold him/her.
There's babies everywhere and I just want one of my own so badly.
AF is still being a bitch and not showing her ugly face on her old schedule.
I didn't think it'd be this hard to get pregnant in 8 months but apparently when your period only comes every few months, it's almost impossible.
I've got no desire to have sex, therefore there is no way that I could be getting pregnant. I'm not a man, I can't go every other day for the rest of my life just hoping to catch the egg on the once in a blue moon time that I ovulate.
It's time to break out the birth control or clomid, either way I NEED my cycle back the way it was so I can track properly.