Camera Fund

Well, I've put aside 50% ($50) of my burn money for the month into a camera fund for myself. I'm looking to buy a DSLR camera at some point (hopefully before we have a baby) so I can take awesome pictures.

Camera Fund: $50/$1000ish

KMFX

Signs so far are point towards ovulation. KMFX that AF shows or I get a BFP :)

Severe lack of drive

I have like no libido right now. It's bad. My cycle still isn't regular and no signs of approaching ovulation that it depresses me and I have no desire to have sex.

My dog

My dog is so hilarious. I called him up onto the bed yesterday morning and then hid my head under the covers expecting him to come and dig them off me. I didn't feel any movement so I pulled the covers away and was SO startled. His face was RIGHT beside mine and he was staring at me. xD It was SOOO funny!

Imagine this face right beside yours on the other side of the covers... not knowing! lol

"Whistle Dogs"

Weight Loss and recipe blog

I'm starting (like started this morning) a blog to keep my points plus for the day on. This way I'll remember points to foods I don't eat often and I can post yummy recipes on :)

Click here and make me very happy!

TA-DA!!!

J and I are back on Weight Watcher's! It's been just over a year since I left Weight Watcher's after losing 37 lbs through the spring/summer. I have gained an additional 10 lbs since then and it made me cringe. It's an adjustment having to count points plus instead of points. We used to be able to figure out our points in our heads.

We've realized that the only way this will get done is if we pay for me to weigh in at the meetings and Josh does it from home. We tried it the other way but I fell off quickly and Josh chose to come with me.

I'm hoping that losing weight will help regulate my stress since I'll feel better about myself and will also help regulate my ovulation since I know weight can be a factor in not ovulating.

I'm just thankful that as heavy as I am, I don't carry the weight like some people I knew growing up. I am heavier than I look and I'm thankful for that.

Stressed to the max

I've got to sit down with my mentor tomorrow and talk to her about what I'm going to say to my boss...

I dislike this whole mentor thing. I like the lady that is my mentor, but I hate the title. It makes me feel different since no one else has an appointed mentor.

I honestly don't think that I was that bad last year. I wish people would have spoken to me. It's not fair for me to go through this stress now because people didn't have the balls to come to me last year.

Baby fever

Our best couple friends just had a baby. She was pregnant with me before I miscarried. I've got total baby fever and I'm so jealous it hurts.

Prayers for the president

(Don't read if you're for Obama and get offended easily)

I live in Canada and don't really care much about who's president so I'm not really for or against him but someone posted this on facebook and I thought  it was funny!

The car in front of me had a bumper sticker on it. It read: “Pray for Obama. Psalm 109:8.” When I got home I opened my bible to the scripture and read it and started laughing. Psalm 109:8 –“Let his days be few and brief; And let others step forward to replace him.” At last –I can voice a Biblical prayer for our president! Let us bow our heads and pray. I did.... Copy and re-post I got this from a friend!

One year

Today is the one year anniversary of my grandpa passing away... This is going to be a rough day for my grandma and my dad. It's a bit easier for the rest of us in Canada I think because he lived in California and we do have our own life here but it's still been rough and it's still been a rough year.

I miss him!